Letting go

Zachary had his first 'friend sleepover' last night. Is my oldest boy really ready for starting this new phase of his life now that he's almost done with the 1st grade? Or more importantly am I ready for this next step?

I kept asking myself those questions all evening long as I was wondering what he was doing? Was he missing me? Would he be sad at bedtime? Would he be able to tuck himself in?

Well, he came home this morning as happy as a clam, completely unfazed at what a momentous event this was for me, and jabbering away about what a fun night he had and how he stayed up till 10.30.

I am just so proud of the young boy he is becoming. He continues to impressive me with his academic achievements, positive leadership behavior at school, participation in his church Pathfinders program & sports.

It also melts my heart the endearing way Zachary dotes on his little sister. In the morning he wants to be the 1st one to go see her, always wants to be by her, help her, play with her, and makes sure she's safe as she explores her way around.

With all that said about the way he is maturing, I still don't know if I am ready to accept the fact he is close to going into 2nd grade & sleepovers are becoming a part of his social calendar!